wave moody

moody now is just like the wave coming
keep attacking to the sand on the beach
every comes is bring away some of the sand
it longer a peaceful beach and sea that used to
i can get know the steady is not longer stay with me
how can i have you again?
no idea, no direction, no confidence......
it seems like there is a wall in front blocking me to move forward
i cannot see though, i do not understand, i don't know.......
madness moody~~~really hate to be like this........

Still care about?

has been not care anything for long time
and never request and asking for anything
thought that is the best way to away from getting hurt
but the tears still drop and the heart still painful
thought it have been solve and will never happen again
but it happened again for twice in front of me
thought that the heart has numbness and the tears have dried
but it isn't like what i wish to be
why is already used to be still care about?
why is already know the ending still care about?
why is already give up the tears still drops the heart still painful?

Starry Sky

under the dark black sky, the only that side with is the star which hanging upset on the sky
look upward of the starry sky, the brightest star is never stop attracting me concern on it
look toward along the beach, tonight there is a lot of people compare to normal's day
lying on the beach, feel like the whole beach is just a person is enjoying with it
see though a distance far from front, there is a deep sea that cannot reach the ending
listening and felt the sound of the waves, a lot of memory is recall back suddenly
happy and sad, all is display in the brain sorts by sorts
fall and up, all is collected and growing
now refresh back the pass of mine and look though the me for now
that is totally different and now only realize that i have been so naive and persistent before
thanks to those who had been part of the story and be the guess that bring me grow
is similar like the brightest star in the starry sky, there must be other star to set off the value of it

Meteor Rain

for the long time did not had the feel like this
quietly waiting for something that without knowing the result
by the way of waiting, the heart felt very nerves and excited
even though know will be disappointing but still looking forward
quietly waiting for the arrival from the far to me.....

meteor rain, why are you here?















are you understand the feeling of mine?
are you crying because of my sadness and disappointing in my heart?
can you bring to me a number of meteor stars?
can you fulfill all my wishes and hopes?
i really wish that you can bring away my problems
i really wish that you can accompany me walk along
i really wish that you can in front of me now
so that i no need tired waiting for you anymore
so i can hand up my burden to you and believe to you
believe every drop of your tale can let me make a wish
believe every single meteor star is a hope that you give to me
believe every time you come to me can burn my problem in the sky and bring me the smile

Voice of the patient

no matter how strong how independent how courageous a person
every time when they are sick will wish to have a person concern about
mostly their spirit is low and weak compare to healthy because of sick
and that is the time they need the concern and protection from others
so that they have the time for them to put down all the burden and rest
let themselves enjoy in the time that protected and concerned by others
show the characteristic that they never show in front of public
show their afraid and down face which hide for long time
show that their willing to have the protection from others
show that their dependence on others faces in heart
show that their childish and brutal face in naturally
open up the heart let others to enter by show their own weakness that not usual to show in front of the person who take care of them because just want to get more care for them
and that is the only time that a person can rest in mentality and physically