a reCognition

feel suspected to myself, is that really my problem?
why people surrounding me keep hiding and discuss behind of me?
...............
this few days i got the answer so
i can tell loudly to everyone so
"is not my problem, is yours, is you all so"
since the beginning i thought all along is my problem
all the time what i did and think is different from others
you all look at me like i m the weird people in the society
suddenly i got a confidence and is just like the approve
i know my way to go, i choose my way my own
i believe the way i want to go so even it might be slightly different from others
suddenly i found that i m not the one i m for 3days ago
i know my way clear for now, no one can decide and influence me so
i believe no matter what is happen in the future i still believe in my choice...

The day after tomorrow

now my mood already totally just like the feel
" the day after tomorrow"
since most of the comment hear from others all is negative
how m i going to survive for tomorrow?
even i got the confidence to myself....but may be is not enough so
the feel of unsafe that deep inside is not away yet
now i m search for the light in the darkness
which can prove to the "yes and success"
waiting for the sun to come tomorrow~~~

rainbow after the RAIn

one semester going to be end soon
the whole semester can be simplified as one word

-------------"BITTER"---------------

the inverse sleeping is no longer a big problem
everyday take 2 hours waste for sitting bus no problem
the homework is heavy is no longer the problem
all over going to be end soon
just like i can see the rainbow after the rain
the ground being wash and everything become fresh and new
being overcome all this let me understand the bottom line of myself
i m no longer the previous surface limit point that i found last time
i m no longer to complain and not to sigh
what want to scold, to tell,to criticize, to do is finished
cannot make a change to others, then only choice is to accept
accept their ugliest face because i believe i have it also
what m i for now, i know........
know to adapt life, know to face pressure in life
i learn to face problem, to solve problem
this semester let me know even clear more about myself
i discover new own of myself

Kung Fu Panda

time is not stop for me
my body is in tired but force to face
my mentality is stressing but still have to smile
life make me feel helpless and cannot avoid
i m think how m i going to overcome the this week
all test, project, assignment, presentation this week
time not enough for me to solve all the task above
don't ever think about sleep for this week......
i think we all going to transform into Ultimate
no matter how short of range the time is we still have to solve it
there is no excuse and no reason is acceptable
we must do it~~~
after this week i can ever count how many human transform become "Kung Fu Panda"

Responsibility

look at myself in the mirror
suddenly catch back the time i m young
i can be carefree, i can be innocence, i can run anywhere i like
i can laugh loudly when i happy and can cry loudly when i m sad
life for me that time was so simple
suddenly very miss to how I'm for that time

back to reality now what m i be out of the mirror
can't believe how was am i for now
is environment change me?is time change me? is situation?
a bit sad to see how am i for now
is this all is the punishment give me because i m naughty when i m young?
what i looking forward now all is left me
happy is no longer with me always
time is not allow me to willfulness anymore
even smile also become reluctantly
even sad also don't know to how to cry
everything is no longer used as previous

the occurrence of various forcing me to grow up and forced me not to escape
suddenly I'm grow up and i know that is responsibility
no matter how i dislike and don't want, i still have to face and complete it~~~

sad~~~
look like again "coffee" and "the night-sky"accompany me again to do homework