Short hair

around 9 years it stay with me
suddenly got the feel bored to see it
lazy to maintain and annoying to see the same style
today i make a decision to make the change on it
i cut my long hair which keep for 9 years
2010 is coming soon, it should be the right time to change
welcome the new year to come and even myself
first look at the hair feel cannot accept it and hate to the change
but at last i did it, actually is the same like life
we must have motive and action only can make the change
sometimes we cannot just look the problem in one way
long hair might be more style to change and look attractive
but short hair might give a clean and smart image to public
no matter how change doesn't means is not a good start~~

vacation alone

life is at the right time only can understand some of the reasons
before the vacation, i was always on busy mode until cannot breath
but suddenly give me a long period of time rest, i felt bored that everyday is counting on time to pass
at last take the decision to realize my promise to myself, i go for vacation alone~~~

my ten days trips is started
i use one day to sit bus and reach my cousin's house
three days got friend with me walk around
one day for visit relative and one day for ais skating
the others time is really the vacation on my own~~~~

everyday wake up from the morning, only the empty house is with me
i' m carrying a bag and holding the camera just want to leave this house quickly
without destination, i called my friend time to time to get the direction to my destination (the tourist attraction here)
in my alone vacation, i had the experience that waiting a person for an hour
the experience of walk around the center busy road, but i only felt myself
take photo alone; eat alone; looking at the sea quietly and blowing by the sea wind while i sitting at the beach for few hours

suddenly i understand a lot of things and that is the life
i can understand how helpless human to the life
when we busy we wish to rest, when we far from home we miss home
i can understand how an old man feel lonely always
they always forgotten by the younger and they are helpless to do the things they wish
suddenly i felt tired and miss home, at home at least my mum and my dog is waiting for me
like that i end my ten days vacation alone~~

Speechless

Myself is on my vacation now,but my mood wasn't
Some people that long time didn't meet,i was very miss them
Once the person in front of me,the feel tell me that i wasn't that much miss them so
I always on call with them,there was unlimited title and topic to talk
But once meet and sit down in front,both of us were silent
I don't know why and what is happened so...
May be we are familiar with those feel that far away miss and those feel that hang on call
Suddenly change was only bring the silent situation that to hard for ours to accepted...

where you go, my heart?

everything is over now

but where are you, my heart?
why i still can't get you?
where did you go round and round?
are you lost the direction to go home?
or still stay at the place we busy war for last?
do you forget the war is already over?
please come back to the owner now....
there is empty inside her....

a CaLL

out of the study mood and spirit
still in the sadness of yesterday
totally give up to touch any book
the mood continue for whole day
things that to do all not relate to study
even there is another paper on coming Monday
the feel is like keep falling and falling to unknown deeper
the bright is getting further and further from me
need some energy to pull me up to the correct way
RING...RING....RING...
a call is saving me from keep falling
actually they did nothing to me at all beside listen to me
thanks for the understanding of you all
thanks that pull me up to the correct way again
thanks that call me release from keep falling~~