crazY and Lousy Life

again the lousy and crazy life come back to me so fast
assignment, report, psm that receive is become a mountain
no matter how good i work for it but is still like no work at all
now i m madness to continue such unlimited task
is just like i m falling into bottemless
i don't want to save myself and let it keep falling
all the tasks is hanging no matter how hard i work on them
next week will be the test, but what i learn now is nothing
now everyday the most time that i rest is sitting in the bus
that is the most enjoyable time in a whole day
can be sleep deep and really rest without thinking
i don't know when i will move forward and stop falling
but i know for now i get know one thing

"keep working not means success, success not means keep working"

that idea is simple but until now only i understand it....

Gambang Resort

time pass so fast,is already semester 6 in my under graduated life
recall back all the memory, should be not much time we will together
thank to those who give me the memory a part in my under graduated life
for sure there is the sweet and sour memory among the time
the below is the memory for this semester trip

Bukit Gambang Resort

it opened last semester but everyone is busy
so we decide to make it this semester
yesterday we were there to enjoy and have fun together

Short hair

around 9 years it stay with me
suddenly got the feel bored to see it
lazy to maintain and annoying to see the same style
today i make a decision to make the change on it
i cut my long hair which keep for 9 years
2010 is coming soon, it should be the right time to change
welcome the new year to come and even myself
first look at the hair feel cannot accept it and hate to the change
but at last i did it, actually is the same like life
we must have motive and action only can make the change
sometimes we cannot just look the problem in one way
long hair might be more style to change and look attractive
but short hair might give a clean and smart image to public
no matter how change doesn't means is not a good start~~

vacation alone

life is at the right time only can understand some of the reasons
before the vacation, i was always on busy mode until cannot breath
but suddenly give me a long period of time rest, i felt bored that everyday is counting on time to pass
at last take the decision to realize my promise to myself, i go for vacation alone~~~

my ten days trips is started
i use one day to sit bus and reach my cousin's house
three days got friend with me walk around
one day for visit relative and one day for ais skating
the others time is really the vacation on my own~~~~

everyday wake up from the morning, only the empty house is with me
i' m carrying a bag and holding the camera just want to leave this house quickly
without destination, i called my friend time to time to get the direction to my destination (the tourist attraction here)
in my alone vacation, i had the experience that waiting a person for an hour
the experience of walk around the center busy road, but i only felt myself
take photo alone; eat alone; looking at the sea quietly and blowing by the sea wind while i sitting at the beach for few hours

suddenly i understand a lot of things and that is the life
i can understand how helpless human to the life
when we busy we wish to rest, when we far from home we miss home
i can understand how an old man feel lonely always
they always forgotten by the younger and they are helpless to do the things they wish
suddenly i felt tired and miss home, at home at least my mum and my dog is waiting for me
like that i end my ten days vacation alone~~

Speechless

Myself is on my vacation now,but my mood wasn't
Some people that long time didn't meet,i was very miss them
Once the person in front of me,the feel tell me that i wasn't that much miss them so
I always on call with them,there was unlimited title and topic to talk
But once meet and sit down in front,both of us were silent
I don't know why and what is happened so...
May be we are familiar with those feel that far away miss and those feel that hang on call
Suddenly change was only bring the silent situation that to hard for ours to accepted...