Alone

this feeling is no longer unfamiliar already
don't know since when usual to live in alone
there is no lonely and sad like first time had it
but now is already know to enjoy time that is alone
spend the time alone with no sharing with others
there is more time to use and spend on a lot things
now more of the time is spend on the play games, study, on call, even typing blog
talking is seldom and this change the character from last time talk active to an observer

when is here already use to be an observer
use the eye to observe and use the ear to listen use the brain to analysis
from here see though can get know what is going to be happened in the future and sociaty
be an observer quitely and never close to anyone be a neutral person among all
don't ever involve in the dispute and middlemen in case
at last the solution will come without your help and that time you might be look at the devil for others
there are a lot case happened is just like 3 years old child fighting
they are blame and angry with each others because of the small case happened
at last within 1 or 2 days they are friend again and you are going back to origin useless for them again....

usual to live in alone do everything independent and don't ever depend on others already
that is a kind of proud and prove that you are a strong person to overcome the problem
mature thinking and no longer a kid or teeneger always play and unserious in doing things
determinate to face everything alone
even is alone there is no lose as long as give up~~
fight for the future,fight for ourself, fight independently with proud~~
alone is no longer a pity for someone who are mature but is a challenge for us to face it.....