Confused

Actually how many me that having inside myself, i don't know
Actually how much i understand myself, i also don't know
I don't know what i need now
I don't know where suppose that i go and what suppose i need
Heart was so confused and lost, there is no direction
Scare to move forward and scare to move back
there is not the actual scare feel inside, but is confused and lost

Still finding the direction of my heart.......