Wind

How free is the wind
it can come quite and go quite without inform anyone
a bit jealous to it cool personality
how free of it to be wind
in this world who can be like it so love itself
sometime it like to go near the sea
when it like,
it can go anywhere that having journey without ask anyone
when it dislike and angry,
it will destroy others happiness house and the nature of ecological

it still happy and enjoy to live in itself world without any bound

Leave

Leave~~

in the room leave me alone
even i m usual to be alone
but the feel for the one who leave the last really not good
see them leaving one by one and return to their hometown
heart was in pain and asking myself when is my turn?

Leave~~
the feeling for the one who are left is really not good
see the one shadow the you care leaving in front of
let the one who left feel very in sadness
look at their leaving shadow feel know they suppose to be happy
but for the one who left just can alone face the stress that situation given
just can live painful in the memory that had been together with
sometime across the places that had been with together and fresh back the things that had been did with
uncontrolable the brain will fresh back every memory that have been with in the past
heart will return to the realistic face the painful that the lost of her/him

for the one who are leaving is happy
for the one who left just can continue the life with the memory had been with him/her
may be this is the only way to keep a different position in the one who are left
may be the GOD don't want let the left to face the cruel so it bring him/her belong with it
left all the best and beautiful face of him/ her as a memory to the one who left to encourage....let him/her leave

Confused

Actually how many me that having inside myself, i don't know
Actually how much i understand myself, i also don't know
I don't know what i need now
I don't know where suppose that i go and what suppose i need
Heart was so confused and lost, there is no direction
Scare to move forward and scare to move back
there is not the actual scare feel inside, but is confused and lost

Still finding the direction of my heart.......

Mirror

something is happened surrounding
at first don't know anything
but now everything like so clear as a mirror reflexed to
is just like the rain wash after the world everything was so fresh and clean
fresh back the memory before and now using the brain to analysis and join everything
as an observe is like a mirror everything was so clear look from outside.....

MIRROR, MIRROR, MIRROR

is no longer like the snow white story use to reflex who is the most beautiful heart in the world
but now is reflex who is the most beautiful in the look and the one who are controlling the world
the world is changed and at the same time the mirror changed also
the human are still don't know that what is going on to the world
all are still attracked under the beautiful outlook of the snow white
no one is get know the dangerous and the track going to destroy the protection wall of a country
everyone was so obsession in the beauty outlook snow white
the dangerous is coming against they are no prepare, there is no sign to avoid
wish that everyone will be save and no war again because of the snow white because it was not merit to.....

Alone

this feeling is no longer unfamiliar already
don't know since when usual to live in alone
there is no lonely and sad like first time had it
but now is already know to enjoy time that is alone
spend the time alone with no sharing with others
there is more time to use and spend on a lot things
now more of the time is spend on the play games, study, on call, even typing blog
talking is seldom and this change the character from last time talk active to an observer

when is here already use to be an observer
use the eye to observe and use the ear to listen use the brain to analysis
from here see though can get know what is going to be happened in the future and sociaty
be an observer quitely and never close to anyone be a neutral person among all
don't ever involve in the dispute and middlemen in case
at last the solution will come without your help and that time you might be look at the devil for others
there are a lot case happened is just like 3 years old child fighting
they are blame and angry with each others because of the small case happened
at last within 1 or 2 days they are friend again and you are going back to origin useless for them again....

usual to live in alone do everything independent and don't ever depend on others already
that is a kind of proud and prove that you are a strong person to overcome the problem
mature thinking and no longer a kid or teeneger always play and unserious in doing things
determinate to face everything alone
even is alone there is no lose as long as give up~~
fight for the future,fight for ourself, fight independently with proud~~
alone is no longer a pity for someone who are mature but is a challenge for us to face it.....

like and dislike

like is like,
dislike is dislike,
there is just a personal feeling on a thing, person......
there might be the reason to support why you like or dislike,
but there might be no reason also cause from the first time you saw or meet is already get know the feel from your heart, there is the answer from your heart that you like or dislike....
from the first time meet a person,heart will automatic work and analysis and tell the answer
since the first time saw a person there is an answer send the mind to tell....
normally if dislike someone there is no reason for the first time meet them
but time will prove that why the heart give the reason at first meet of them
everyone that meet before even is the stranger that heart is automatic will analysis and send the data to mind....let know the answer like or dislike~~
dislike is dislike,
no matter how others people think and look at them good,
in the heart there is no change since the first time meet....
there is fix and no one can change anymore....

Free

everything is over
time to release and put down
put down all the burden and stress

relax~~
let free from the books
free from the formula
free from the assignment
free from go class
free from the project
free from exam.....coming soon
free from here.....
free from all the disputes
free from live under pressure
free from live by wearing a mask

FREE!FREE!FREE!
everything going to be free soon and later....

Hide

Don't know since when start have the changed
like to hide.....

everything is definitely different
time to wake time to sleep
time to sleep time to awake
time to eat time to supper
time to talk time to quite
time to work time to lazy
a lot of change is happened on and on......

hiding a lot of things behind
hiding at the cornerbe the observe
hiding from the place that a lot of people
hiding the characteristic and the real personality
hiding from the a lot of problem happened surround
hiding the voice of heart to tell the real
hiding under a mask and always protected from hurt
hiding heart behind a wall

since when the games hiding is so familiar to play?
the only places that is no hiding is in the place that under protection of them
no need to hide and no need to scare on telling even is wrong
no need to scare others angry and no need to scare will offend others
no need scare that others telling the bad and do the bad behind
unsafe feel is strongly get felt if didn't make the hiding from others

Raining

Whole night was raining and the weather are so nice to sleep, but i m still awake. There is a final tomorrow. The rain is so heavy, it cool down the temperature of surrounding. I m bored to continue to it and i go out of the window to relax a bit. Suddenly, i found that there is surrounding is no one except my room are still on the light. There was so quite and cool. This rain clean up the world. At the same time, my heart and mind was so clear also. I fresh back many thing....there is the past, future and now....

The rain is cool down my unsatisfied with the lifestyle and even the people surrounding me......
I clear my mission and even look clear the situation and the character of some people.......
This rain give me the chance to stop for a short rest to analysis what is happened around to me....
Even give me the chance to think the solution to solve the problem....

The night was so long.....same to the rain.....
I can get see sunlight is coming out to bring me to to bright way to solve what is happened to me in the future...

USE

Know to use your brains is a clever sign,
but if you use it to get some return that is consider crafty,
in another way to say that is a bad attitude.
But many of them are using their face to get the advantage from others.
Some are use their beauty face and even the homesome to ask others do thing for them
Some are use to show their weak and soft in front of others to get the pity from others and help
Some even worst treat others like stupid always be the one who give the order to others only to achieved their mission or target

GOD given them everything the good but they use it all in the wrong way.
They use their beauty and their clever and even the people that care and treat them sincere to achieved their target ....

The one who are use by them is not stupid just they are quitely to give a chance to them to return to the right. But this day will not come, until they are use by others then only will get know the feeling and get understand why others are hate them use by others.

GOD is fair to everyone, there will be the repay and punish to the one who suppose to get.