Wednesday, September 29, 2010

hopeless hamster

suddenly the warm from the far is disappeared?
tired? give up?
even the only link was disconnected?
is a thunderstorm raining day
it washed the land of the earth even soul of human
cold weather, is the time ease getting sick
they wear the jacket to warm the body
but why the warm is not reach to heart, it still shaking
feel like a hamster that fall in the pool that surround by the cats
let it give up the helpless struggling and it was drowning

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

No lattern mid autumn festival

The moon on the mid-autumn festival look brighter compare to usual. I always having a feel that the moon in hometown is much better compare others. Again is a no lantern and candle light, no sound of laughter mid Autumn festival. Although the long night sky is accompany moon and me but tonight moon is particularly look lonely and sad. When we getting older, time to be at home is less and always busy with our life. But when festival season comes, suddenly we are free from busy and discovered we had forgotten.

someone at home waiting for us~~~

moonlight tonight, do you have a special miss of someone?

Monday, September 20, 2010

TiMe= the best teacher

along the way, time become the best teacher for me.
even he not teach me, even he not guide me, even he not assist me
but he let me to experience myself, to try, to face, to think by myself
the past experiences taught me and created the present of me now and i believe it will success the future of me
a lot of late and hesitant make me missed the best timing
although there are a lot regrets, but he let me understand that i m alive
because of him, i getting stronger
because of him, i learn to treasure and face the cruel of reality
because of him, i learn to face the lonely, learn to accept, learn to face myself honest

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Expectation and Disappointment

endless date expectation is bitter
normally human expected is the good outcome
but there are an expected is disappointing outcome
people often not consider the day of disappointment will come
blindly looking forward to the happy ending
not every expectation have the due date
not every expectation have an ending
not every expectation have a happy ending
the higher the expectation, the higher the disappointment
abandoned expectations, aside mind, may be the result is unexpected?
let go all~~

Friday, September 10, 2010

Looking For Another Missing Ownself, Hold The Hand Old Ages Together

"Bible" story, God made a Garden of Eden and live with many kind of livings. In the Central Park, there are two trees: the tree of life and wisdom of the tree. God created Adam, so he went to the garden and told him that, in addition to the tree of life and wisdom of the fruit, other fruit he could eat. God sent all the animals to Adam, where Adam gave names to all animals named. , God let Adam have a good sleep. While Adam slept, God removed his rib from his bone use to create Eve, so that Adam will not be lonely. Adam and Eve are live in happy in the Garden of Eden. But one day, Eve believed what had been said by the snake, then she pick two fruits of wisdom. One she eat and another one she give Adam to eat it. God knows that he very angry because of them did not listen to him. Then, he drive them out from the Garden of Eden to the world. As the punishment for them, he put them separate far at the end of two different edges of the world. That what is the reason why all live in the world nonstop looking forward to get a complete own-self. Thus, they nonstop looking for another half of their missing part of themselves. Flowers are looking the missing half of themselves with the help of insects. Same to animals and human, they are keep looking forward to another missing part of themselves. Then, holding the hand of each others walk into the hall, old ages together.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

hom3














Home, always the
most comfortable and most familiar
the time for waiting home is always long
the feel of happy and willing is fulfill when know there is people waiting us to be home
nothing is more comfortable compare to home, it let me find back th
e way of myself
it relax and release myself from anxious and stress life
no matter what is obstacle in front, at home i can be the real of myself
no need to face the truth in the untrue life
no need to accept the no pressure situation with invisible stress surrounding
no need force to show the untruth in the true life
home, a
lways is the station for me to rest
let me shortly escape from those don't want to face
it as a balance point for me to achieve equilibrium and a neutral point

at least it can recharge myself for short term and give me the brave and courage to continue carry on the mask for now
the front road might be uncountable obstacles waiting for me
no matter how hard and how tired was the future road, it always give me the unlimited feel of safe...