Monday, December 17, 2012

depression Monday

Monday, the weathers was come to a depression like office workers
Rain was heavy, everyone has a mind that went home on time
we are still let our mind stay in yesterday wonderful
cool air was surrounding the passenger, they felt the cold
passenger was walk faster and faster
the stay back late, they even moodless
every step walk out from office was heavy
non of them is with a happiness face but with a tiring heart and body
when look around the passenger at the walkway
suddenly found this is what lonely shadow means 
 
 

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Human born to be alone and lonely

Why a person who living good alone is a kind of fault in others view point?

 People surrounding always have a mind that single that person must be had some personal problem. A person in single status can be a lot of reason. Single not means that the person is problem and single can be an excellent and impressive person

Single is a choice. We chosen to be single rather than the single to choose us.

 "Single" for most of the people is alone and lonely but they never notice that there are happiness and freedom that only single can have it. May be you will told that "If you were sick, how good if there is someone to take care and care about yourself." Yes, you are right. But seem like human forgot that we live is for alone and lonely, forgot they were born to alone and lonely. There is no one forever to be stay beside with anyone. That should be the reason why human keep looking for the another  missing of themselves to forgot the alone and lonely. So, as long as we are still alive lonely and alone forever will not leaving us.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Life is simple

Real life is doesn't care how colourful or how difficult is it, but what important are we are indeed alive now. Some people think that human born is a suffer for us because we need to overcome born, live, disease and lastly die to end up our life. What my understand this is life, until now no one can escape from all process above. No matter we are face it with a mad mood or happy mood, life still pass day by day. What can we do is we choose the attitude or way to face everyday.

Happy can be very simple.We should happy that we can wake up from sleep the next day early in the morning, see the sun and send greeting to the universal.We should thankful and happy because we can eat full everyday and never in hunger. We should feel happy and glad that we are healthy always. We should happy and thankful that because we know all surrounding us is live happy and healthy. That is sufficient to us in happy.Sometimes we should ignore others opinion or view, do what you think is correct.

Life can be very simple and happy, if we let go all desire and view of others. We can choose not to live in the frame that others designed or set, force ourselves to do what others do the same way. Everyone have ours own way to live to, may be to others that is the best in public view, but it was not the best and the most suitable for ourselves. Why force ourselves to follow the path not belong ours way?
Life is simple. If you can smile sincerely and loudly, childish like a kid that was the best life you had now.

Friday, July 20, 2012

Walk across the WOrld

Lived for 25 years, suddenly have an intention come in mind
Wish to carry a bag and a camera to walk across the world every year
To start the collection of a footprint around the world

I want to use my legs steps by steps walk into every corner of the world
I want to use my eyes to view the every form in the world
I want to use my heart to feel the realistic of the culture and life

I'm not letting myself is live in a frame anymore just like the frog live in a well only can see the same pieces of sky
I'm letting my mind to go infinity, I'm letting my vision to see though the life
I'm letting myself to be achieve a formless air





Thursday, July 19, 2012

Human behaviour change due to time past

I still remember that time I was ignorance, I was 17 years old and I came out with sentences like this that

"Handphone is luxury for me, it was an excess for me. Even though without the handphone, I still can live in happy, the human in the past also can alive without the invention of handphone"

But now what my life is my handphone never away from me more than 10 minutes
How funny in this case, after all now I will ridicule my childish to say that sentense

Now I found that nothing is absolutely and I found myself change due to the time past
In the past, I were absolutely told you loudly and strongly believe that I will not change myself in anytime, I were the same as the previous, now and future
But now I will recall back the my stubborn bring me a lot of painful and wasted in time
Even though I still will said I am still the previous of myself to others, but the truth is I were change and not the exactly myself in the past so
In the past some of the mind and thing that I cannot accepted, now I able to open my mind and heart to accepted that and managed to come out from the column to analyze from different view


yesterday I went out to have my dinner. I saw it and bought this pairs of sandals for myself. In the past, I only wear the type of beach type shoes. Yet, I want to change to try on it wish it can bring me walk more further with comfortable. There is another pairs of shoes that I bought last Saturday for my work wear. Previously, I got a feel very rejected to wear this type of toes open shoes. I got a mind set that it was not suitable for me but that day I bought it because I want to try on new thing and feel want to open up a different face of myself.

Suddenly feel want to listen this song. This is a share to all the mood of this moment for me just like the song above.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

One Year

one year, 365 days, 8760 hours, how were I spend it?
Suddenly I come in here, today I look back myself in the past
myself in a year ago, what is the mind that use to face the life
but last year, what i had in my mind last year was empty and blank
since when started, I were absentminded to spend my life

a year time is long enough for a person to face the change
since last year May started, I were trance for two months
what is the following in my life is only working and continuously working loud
how many weekend and holiday that I spend my life in numbness and confusion

a year time is long enough for a person to change a lot
a year time is long enough to let a lost person find the direction
a year time is long enough to let a person walk out from the sadness, face and continue the journey of their life