Preparing

today i m is the turn for me to back hometown
even may be is not really can reach home at all
but i m preparing to face it
prepare to pack my things
prepare to clean up everything here
prepare with the mood of enjoy and relax
prepare to face the risk of bus run away
I m ready to face this all....
for the first time i leave here is the last
but don't know why i m no nervous at all to going back home
may be no need preparation for Chinese new year
may be i know i m prepare to busy for the whole Chinese new year
i m preparing to face all this that why my heart steady
there is my family and friend to wait me always....
i m no scare to be the last to be home....
thanks you all...
happy Chinese new year to all of you

Sending

how to spend the whole day for today?
thinking for so long time....since yesterday

no class for today because apply holiday
cannot go home at all because ticket sold out
no homework because lazy do
no one to chatting online because everyone was back
no movie or drama watching because no interest on it
NO MORE GAMES PLAYING because is already bored

so today is all spend on the things that i m not usual to do
suddenly want to do just do exactly depend on feeling
today spend a lot of time on waiting
today misscall a lot on others
today very hardworking on sending others to bus stop
today spend long time sit at cafe chatting and gather with friend
all the thing i do today is just like the history and dream for me
cause it won't be happened when usual of me today

hardworking...sending....waiting....DREAMING.....

History of the blog PurP13's M00d B00k cO113CT10n

don't know since when i started to like the feel of blogging
before start to blog, i usual to collect the feel by word in a purple colour book
that is the main reason why the name of this blog is called "Purple's Mood Collection"
because of my purple colour book is fully wrote and there is no others spacing to do it responsibility anymore
so, i started with the blog now.....

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Purple colour book ( Purple's Mood Collection )

its give me a spacing to enjoy writing and provide a place or as an audience for me to share the mood
its give the feel of safe for me to share the feeling with it
is just like get an good audience to listen what i want to tell
there is no problem of worry hurt and betray from others
its like telling and analysizing something to others
the opponent of the heart is brain and mind, even is from the same owner
but they are different of opinion,
sometimes their opinion is confusing the owner, sometimes is helps the owner to be more rasional

it plays a character that be the one who listen to me always
its like the heart of myself in the words
everytime i review back on it will bring me back to the feeling and thought that i wrote it
everytime i read back on it will get sometime new experience from it again
everytime i open it and review back there is new knowledge and feeling that i get from the same articles
i feel like to the feeling of repeated read and review on it........

Waiting

Everyone is leaving again from here
going back to hometown celebrate CNY
the one who are left here is just can waiting time left
waiting is a thing that hard for us

if you are waiting time to pass in the class, you feel it was pass slowly
if you are waiting the trip for holiday, you feel that was so near soon
if you are waiting the call from others, you will keep on look at the clock only

but if you are the one who are
the trip holiday waiting for you, you will feel it was very fast time pass
the class end very fast for you, you are learning in the class and few time is not enough at all for you
others is waiting your call, you are the one who control others and not depend on others

So, be the one who others waiting for and not you waiting for others. That should be more enjoyable your life. The one who got others waiting is also a kind of happiness, because there is the place that always give you the protection from outside trouble. A place that for you to hide when rain and storm come against to you.
Where is the place that you figure out now?
Who is the one come out in your mind now?
there or that person is the "others" waiting you always at the corner, waiting you to go nearer to tell your problem and prepare to be your audience

Despair in the Heart

despair inside the heart is undesirable
disappointing to the reason that receive from
there is too much of the prove in front of
just the heart sis not prepare to accept it as the real
so for the long time it was live under the trip and lie of the brain
even it see the cruel but it still lie to itself by giving a lot of reason
but the realistic is this like that?
the heart is so down
it don't want to accept what its see it the real
until it's friend ask it a question
"Is the brain dislike with you? If not why reject your invitation but you see it here with others?"
after listening this for it's friend make it have to face and accept the cruel of realistic
the heart is force to accept the realistic
at the same time it was the relation is stop
it no longer believe and listen to the brain again
the heart at that moment is steady
the heart was so clear and its start to sneer and riderless to itself
its cannot buried what the eyes see and cannot be lie to itself again and again
look at the brain enjoy the life without it was so happy
the heart is cool and tremble
from that moment start the heart is stop without any relation with the brain
its live independent by believing to itself only....

Area of grey Colour

There is not everything can really different into black and white
there is an area that is a grey colour in between black and white
at this grey area is hard to us to different is true or false
that is the same in some case that we cannot conclude that is definitely wrong or correct
the same to the feeling of human
if you ask me that "Do you like me?"
from my heart i cannot get any of the answer
then if you ask me "Do you dislike me?"
no need to think, i will directly answer you that "NO"
but that is the hardest because that is not consider is like
but is no the hate at all
there is the grey area that make us cannot different between the black and white

Time change everything

white colour wall change to yellow when time past....
the book is change to yellow is colour after certain period....
the picture is become old after a long time keep inside the cupboard....
time change them from the beauty white to the yellow.....

world is peaceful without disasters in the past, now the tsunami, earth quick, floods is all around....
in the past the arctic is all ais, now the ais is melting and temperature in the world increasing....
less pollution last time happened, now there are category of pollution in water, air, sound, soil....
there is a good protection to our mother's earth, now atmosphere is having a big hole direct received the UV light from the sun cause us the green house effect...

last time is just a puppy, now is the old dog....
last time the river can be swimming and fishing, now full with rubbishes....
the incident that happened, now become the history in the memory...
the friend when primary and secondary, now is the strangers...

no trouble when young, we can live in naive and happy
now problem and trouble surrounding, we live under pressure and tension
last time is naive but now time make us learn to be mature
last time is live under protection of parent, now is alone to fight

time make to change to mix with the environment
learn from the experience of our life and others
learn to handle the interpersonal relationship problem
learn to live alone and fight alone in the realistic
learn to change ourselves to survive in this world

when time go on, everything is changing....
not even the thing, nature, and also ourselves...
change to survive in the new environment..
there is no longer the same of us in the past to live in now and the future...

Annoying Concert

usual to live in harmony and quite in my private place
but now is destroying the quite and the harmony here
here now is having the CONCERT
guitar, piano, drum, trumpet........
all now work together on duty in a CONCERT now
the musicians all is the enemy for us
they are destroying our harmony and quite
the only place that for us to show the real of us
their music bring us the annoying only
they make us headache, they drum in our quite
the concert is already had is for 1 hour and a half hours
the music play is the annoyed music
how come we going to survive if they are still not plan to leave....
for the first time i hate to the concert and even the one who play that...
ANNOYING!
ANNOYING!
ANNOYING!
god, please don't ever let this all musician together again~!

Cool

new year new style
change is surrounding
to welcome the new year

the weather is change
morning and noon is damn hot
when come to evening and night is cooler
the weather is change cooler like weather in desert

the relationship is change
communication always in the past
now everyone is busy with our own thing
the relationship slowly far away from us

maintaining the same of ourselves wish to live
cause the world is change every second
stay cool with the way we wish to live
be COOL to continue the life in this new year

Steady

Everything is so steady and nice
but what get sense is not the same
can get know some strong feeling is hiding
everyone is just waiting to observe
there is no one to tell and ask it

that is the same as the weather here
early in the morning there is sunny day with the sunshine
when come to the night the sky was so clear and shine with the stars
everything is so steady
but get the felt of the storm will come soon after the sunny day

there is nothing in natural always steady
no matter is wind, wave.......
there are no more steady when after a period of time...
steady of the wind and wave will back after having a long journey around the earth
there is no forever steady in the natural even a heart.....

Return

New year should be a new start
But what is getting to see is RETURN

Return to the past
Return to the same dislike
Return to what try to hide before leave


New year thought is new start
but what is surrounding now is the same like before
the only change is time to return may be is time to face
there is no more hiding and far away from problem

Don't want to return the past character
So must create a new character to face all surrounding
There is no more returning the same of mine like same
New year, new style, new hope and the new of mine......