end of month

31th march, end of a month
but there is not everything end of story
is just the beginning of the war
all the before is the notification of war
end of month is not the end of work
end of a month will be the begin of another month
there is a everything new in a month
the previous is the preparation of this month
after sharp 12am will be the new month
the first day in the month,

Rushing

stress~~
everyday here is class room return
everyday is rushing on homework
everyday is having internet problem
everyday is repeatedly the same problem

stress~~
everything is not done
everything is stuck
everything is rushing
everything is run out of schedule













stress~~
need a break to think a way
need a way to cool down and relax
need a place that can concentrate
need more time on cover all

stress~~
let play games
let relax mind for a while
let away from stress in temporary
let recharged power by just take a nap!!

Fight &defenSE

28 March 2009 was so historical and memorability's day
at 8:30 start everyone is encourage to switch off the power electric supply
until 9:30 pm only switch on the light and even the power electric supply
that was a campaign of EARTH HOUR
everyone is taking place in this campaign by follow up the instruction
we all fight and defense in protecting the mother earth to continue in disease








another story of fighting and defensing

the present that meaningful is fight ant defect to get it by own power
by taking part in this competition, get know more about the real life
life is not always the winner and there is not just the champion only in life
no one is forever champion and being a loser sometimes is even better than a champion forever
because it help to know and understand the feel of lose and we need to face it anytime
thanks to the friend respect the competition and also the competitors that really defense and fight to win in the competition by showing the real power of yourself
even is lose at last but this at least try the best before and lose with proud and not by given..
thanks to you, my friend and all the competitors~~~

B0rn

mother pregnant for 9 month
they are so nervous about us when we are in their body
we are connected with mother by just an umbilical cord
they are always waiting for us and welcoming us to this world
a new life born on a day, it bring the happiest to people surrounding
all are welcoming them to come in this world
their born day become a memorable day because everyone is happy
are there some people that remember your born?

thanks for people who are remember the happy of born of us

H@ppy Birthday~~

unControllable

in our life not everything is under control
there is a lot of accident and surprise
that out of our control even is we plan nice
because of that this is the special for that incident
because of the surprise we learn to accept
because of the accident it can stay forever in our memory
even is the feel of uncontrollable is dislike
because everything run out of schedule
but because of that,there is the value to make us remember
MEMORY~~~FOREVER

XO

what is needed now is a bottle of XO

want to drug until stop thinking
that should be the only way
can far away from keep thinking
throw away and forgot about everything
let the brain in empty in a short whileeven after that leave is headache and problem
but worth to get the time really just for ourselves sometimes
life sometimes is need a bit crazy and a bit blur

R3d Wine

red wine~~
how many type are really have?
a lot a lot a lot and a lot....
not everyone will like the red wine...
not everyone will like the same type...
even is the same type taste by the same person
different people different opinion on it...
different time of taste it different taste....
different environment different of colour on it....
different mood different taste of it...











red wine~~let cheers.....

CommUnication

communication~~
even is the same language use to communicate
but sometimes also can have different in between
the sentences is same for two person to listen
but may be the outcome is different between the person
one might understand in another way
one might get the correct means of the presenter
some of the time is not only the audience listening problem
but the one who present is not use the proper words
or may be is different between the presenter
mind is thinking the thing want to said
but what get come out is another from mouth
we are all not god just a normal human
who does not said the wrong words before?
even saints also might do the wrong before
learn from the experience and solve it by face it

C0ffee's story

usual to drink a coffee early in the morning everyday
a cup of concentrated and fragmented coffee
that is a kind of relax and enjoy life
this habit was start since come here
never change before and feel enjoy to have it
but one day i m realize that
this all is not what i wanted for now
even is fragment and concentrate enough
but it was not suitable for my taste now
i feel dislike every time that i saw it and smell it
i don't even like to it anymore
at last i change to drink a mild coffee
even is not concentrate and fragment like previous
it was soft and creamery exactly different style
this is the only way that i like for now
change to mix with the environment need~~
"let drink a cup of MILD coffee"

J0urNey Of Searching Tr3asUres

one ship called "RELATIONSHIP"
is driving to search a treasures
to drive RELATIONSHIP until the destination
captain and crews must have the trust
trust to their captain decisions
trust that captain can bring them to save
when having the storm in the sea
when they are lost of direction

at last they reach and found the treasures
but captain was betrayal to crews
he use them and kill them one by one
because he greedy to take all the treasures



pity to the crews that all die because of trust
trust that captain will bring them home save
trust that captain will protect them
trust that captain is a person that can believe and depend


if the trust they put is not much
they won't be hurt and die so easy
they won't be betrayal happen by captain
all is because of trust....
it can be a bridge to start a relation
but also can be a sharpest weapon to KILL a person's heart

Night that without the Moon&Star

Night was so deep and dark black enough

but there is no longer partner be with it
even it is expecting to be always with others
but it have use to and familiar with stay alone
especially the when it was in upset and sickness
it still hoping that on others even it know it won't success
again the night without partner of moon and stars
it has to stay alone and face over alone until morning
is time to stay pleasure for its own without moon and stars

0nline Fri3ND

ONLINE FRIEND
is a friend that in mind of dictionary
at the beginning they are just a stranger
they join in our life when we having the communication

ONLINE FRIEND
is a good audience to share everything sometimes
there is no connection bridge in between them to our real life
there is a the reason that can we put the trust on them
they won't come in our life and broken the secret that we told them
we can open up the door hidden behind the wall to share with them
we can take out our mask that take a fresh breath
we can show and tell all the unsatisfied emotional
the same we do to them when they are having problem
we have to take responsible as good audience on listening to them
even they cannot solve the problem not really can help in real
but at least they provide a place for us to tell unsatisfied
we feel safe while telling and no need worry telling the truth

ONLINE FRIEND
an internet connection communication friend
even is not help to solve the problem in the real
but they are the audience when we telling which is observe
may be their opinion is neutral enough to help us to see though

give WITHOUT ask the pay back?

experience in life is simple
give and never ask for the pay back
how many people can do this?
is that possible? it was silly....
one way given is hard to continue the relationship
just same like we use one leg to move forward
just same like we use one hand to climb mountain
that is hard for us to do that...
everything is going harder and harder

to build the trust in between also the same
depend on how much trust take out from us
we are not expect others pay back as much as we come out to them
may be what we take out is just consider a bit or nothing to them
for the one who complaining, are they taking out much more than us?
are they really take the same amount exchange to us?
to continue the friendship is not easy and we have to work together
to break it was so easy, either you betrayal on us or you lie on us
to maintain the relation is still need both way on it

one way work on the relation is not work
by the time you are put the trust on others
actually you are expecting the person give the same also
may be you said you didn't and disagree now
but one day later you will realize that you are ask pay
because you said them betrayal and lie on you...
betrayal....lie.....
REALIZE......give without pay back....FAIL!!!!

back to THE zero

problems? conflicts? all around
solutions? where are you?
may be is not the time for it to come help
but is that every problems can be solve?
may be is yes but not may be is not
for now it is as unsolvable problems

thinking again and again
still cannot get the best solution to solve
thanks to a friend that give a word
"FORGET"

ya forget about it and don't put it inside

may be is just a temporary way to away from it
may be is forever to not bother about it
once forget choose to forever forget about it
let it join in previous part in is not our choice
but for the current and present is depend on us

choose to forget forever about the unsolvable problems
choose to back to the origin and let everything start with zero
choose to lose the relationship with them
let it be the stranger across that no relation

Dandelion's story

dandelion is lives in a complicated environment
for the long time it keep itself not bother others thing
even it was not bother and not to create problem and conflict
the conflict and the problem still come to it
it feel helpless that no one support it and disappointing
not only to the environment but also people
its never request that must be everyone like to it
and its never try to dislike with everyone
may be the minded is different and not the same category

it think again and again repeatably
at last, it make the decision to go away from them
the environment, conflict, people, and everything....
start all over again and having its own trip alone.....
live the time without all the bored face and the silly's life

GRASS's friend

grass has a lot of friends
every friend have their own character
they also have their own characteristic
different friend will have different characteristic
different acting and presenting dialog and performances

some likes SUNLIGHT
it always given grass the way to come out from darkness
when grass is hungry, it give grass the source to create food
it shows tell and inform grass the way to come out from darkness and survive
some likes SOIL
it provides grass the protective place
it always stand in the same direction with grass
grasp us closer grass to it and never let go grass to the opponents
some likes WIND
it always blows harder and want to see grass to fall
it always invites grass to follow them fly free in the sky
it want grass to follow in their lifestyle direction
some is likes RAIN
it is watering on grass to letgrass clear the direction
it is the teacher to grass to let grass clear it minds
it is preparing grass a new start to in its life

thanks to all the friends that come inside grass's life
because of them, it learn to differential bad and good
because of them, it know to grow and survive in it's life
because of them, it clear and realize who is sincere to it

friendSHIP

Friendship can be express in another way:
a ship that use to carry friend and us
the only transport to bring us to travel
till the final destination end of our journey of life
once its a hole there, the ship will sink
it was so easy to sink a a ship
we just need to make a small hole on it
same to the friendship in between
if the trust and the believe is not belong
the friendship is no longer there
the only thing left is just the untrusted
and the relation always suspicion and doubt
at the end what is get is just the betrayal
to keep good and take care of a ship
is as hard as want a person wake up from the dead

EXPRESS & hidden

" You must try to express yourself more and

be more decisive. In this way, you can understand yourself more."

try to express yourself more? how? what is the way?
once express and telling the decision can it be change?
no there is not change from the beginning till the end
even is unsatisfied but sometimes we choose to keep quite
we are can understand friend position and they are emotional now
so we try to let them cool down by just stop argue with them
that is not means we scare to tell and defeat for the true
but just don't want to let the situation become embarrassed

hidden is needed in keep the friendship sometimes
even some of them might said is fake and not sincere to friend
but is that really needed everything have to tell friend?
is that every friend that we can express in front without thinking
we understand situation is not allow us to do that sometimes
if you get meet a friend that can express without thinking and hidden ourselves
please just go nearer to them, once you are stress and in trouble
express yourself without hidden to get the balance in ourselves

express and hidden are dependence to each others
to get balance them in between the only way is
find the friend who can let you express on without thinking and hidden

CErtificate of rainbow

friend can be so easy come to our life
they all come in to our life many way
introducing by others? online? class? working place?
even may be is just a stranger on the road
and come to introduce themselves to us

friend is start from zero and even from stranger
everyone is start to take their trust out to others
the different is how much and how sincere they are
they is zero we know at the beginning
the only thing can do is wait until the end

7 colours of rainbow is the test to get the certificate of a friend
red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, PurP13....
many of them just can pass the easier test in front
the one who can graduate is the one who pass the PurP13
is really tough and hard to get qualify of 7 colours of rainbow

if there is a person always true, real, and even sincere
that person must be no motive hidden behind
that person must be given without ask back from the friendship
that person will be always waiting and like the family can be trusted
when in trouble, they won't leave we all face and fight alone in the war

which colours of friends that get from rainbow test?
red? orange? yellow? green? blue? indigo? purple?
there must be some answer start thinking on in the mind
which friend that are qualify for you to get the purple's certificate?
are there all the friend that you put the same believe and trust?



sure is there is a different in category like colours of rainbow

understandING in between friends

understand is not just said and tell that " I understand"
but is an action that show to others that we understand
how mature a friend are by acting not talking
if they really understand they won't do thing unadventurous

if they are falling in love with each others,
give them the time to meet with their lover,
give the freedom and private time to them together,
not blame and ridicule them once got lover forgot about friendship

if they are in trouble and feel helpless
observe what is happen to the friend at the corner always
send the help and care immediately when they need you
is not acting that don't know while hiding in a corner and laugh inside the heart

same case in above understanding is not just said
show it to others that we are mature enough
what a mature friend should act of
emotional? angry? sad?

don't emotional if friends want to far from them
try understand the reason friend do that to them
think in good way and positive and not the negative
they trying to give them the time to with their lover

don't forget friend if gather with friends
try to remember that you are join in a friend's gather
not the lover gather but forget friend walk in two
and even busying send message or on call with others

show the respect to your friend if they respect us
show that we are about the friendship in between
show that we are a mature friend that can understand friends
when they need us, we are always there waiting them come nearer

sadness for a friend

even is know same as what others tell me is fate
but don't know why still in sadness
if that was me, i know i will be acting the same as
laugh at make joke on it
because really nothing that can do on fate
there is nothing to do after everything
hopeless and sadness is surrounding the heart
there is caring from surrounding but is useless
desperate at sadness inside the heart only the owner will know
culture of Malaysia cause the social case keep on increase
who are going to responsible on this?
owner? government? or others?
even there is a new repay back on it
but in sadness........
may be is not just for the friend
but the culture develop of social and country even to people......

Light of a friend

when got a problem and conflict
most of the time, we are trying to ask opinion of others
but some of the time we are scare to let parents know
the only can help is friend

he as a light to me and analysis problem for me
even give me the useful suggestion with all the support
is not like others just will tell that useless comments
that never help to solve the problem but adding the problem

when thing go on and something that happened
that light is still there always waiting at the corner
just depend on we want to go nearer or not
he is the only friend that be the light for me when I'm in darkness

thanks to you, my dearest friend!

Competitor's friend

Some looks friend is a competitor
they are always compare each another
family background, academic, altitude, friends, relationships......
to get the improvement and development
even their friendship is good enough
but they must be some different in between
one might strong, one might soft
they must be the similarity in between
may be they have the same interest, altitude....
no matter they how they similar and different in between
they must be some jealous to each others
they are wishing that can be better than others
they are hoping themselves is the best when two of them together
they are the brightest star when together with the others party
this type of friend will bring a lot of stress to others party
a good way competitor's friend is bring improvement to both side
if the competitive is others than academic there is no improvement
but jealousy, desire, greed only will be around lover, family background, outlook and others
keep on comparing the things they have in each others......

Friends

friend is a person that no relationship in blood with us
but most of the time we are together in doing a lot activity
when we are studying, traveling, eating, exercising....
but is that really every friend that are really sincerely to us?

friend is category in many types
some is less contact but when you need help
even you are trying to hide the problem from them
they still hear from others and send their care and help immediately

some is the friends that only can have fun
when going for enjoying, they must be surrounding
even trying to far from them, they are still following
when you are in trouble, they are far from you even ridicule at you

some of them is motive to friend with you
they only used your friendship to achieve their target
you are one of the weapon in their plans
after your are useless to them, they will kick you away

friends.....BE CAREFUL!!!

dEVelopment in PurP13's M00d B00k cO113CT10n

before this all is about mood of PurP13
the following develop is about the life that PurP13's observed
now is already March in 2009
there must be some change in PurP13's M00D B00k co113CT10n
this month PurP13 is going to share about the FRIEND