concave?microscope?

when two people is far from each others, everything they look like a concave
every imperfect became perfect,they won't requested anything from opponent side
however, when this two people getting close, they look everything like through microscope
every imperfect is enlarging, they not willing to accommodate each others anymore
why do human always willing people surrounding to change?
even the strength at the beginning, after the time pass at last the advantages become the weakness
even though they are maintaining their own self, but then still get the complain
if they change getting worst then complain is acceptable
but then really not understand no change also make the fault decision?
or want to getting worst, others only will miss the previous of the person?
many people wish that others can follow up same step with ourselves
if really this happened so then forever won't be conflict or trouble
have you all think before, if everyone is ourselves,then that will be a situation that myself is no longer myself because this world have a billion million of myself
then what is the different between clone? we are no different between machine and clone
why do human hard to agree with others people?why do human always think that are right?
change others is no easy, but then we can change ourselves thinking
try open up our minds and use another angle to look at the same case that troubling you
may be will get something else not at the surface and get know more from it?why don't try on it?

Life is choice question

even though know that is the best
but sometimes we can't choose it due to a lot of reason
human's life a lot of time live under involuntarily
they have to consider and care about the surrounding them
once can care of a party might have to scarified another party
human's life have to live in the choice no matter like or dislike
even at last we still wish to get a perfect result at the end
but if can't make it, just choose the one most important and you want
at least at the end you won't be regret of your choice
road life is a choice question, we force to live between take and give
human's life is hard to avoid from a lot of regret and sorry
unfortunately, the life that have regrets only can be said is the perfect complete life circle~~~


* translate from the picture
in the pass,i wish myself talk in cool and popular
after, i wish myself to talk in humorous
now, i wish myself can talk all what i really want to say

Caterpillar's day

today i am a caterpillar
i am not going to do anything for today
wake up in the morning brush and wash the clothes
the weather very cool, i am back to my warm bed
continuous wrapped myself tight in the blanket
start again hibernating caterpillar time~~~
no bother anything, even take meals also lazy
like this enjoy my lazy caterpillar's day=indulgence day~~~

Raining day

a raining day~~~
for the first time i saw the speed of the rain
look far and thought can be avoid from it
but then without few second its catch out me
no matter how i speeding still useless
suddenly found i m so stupid and don't understand so why should i run faster so
fate want it to come no matter how we avoid it still will be come to us so
why don't we unrestrained and enjoy in the agony and happiness on it
let the rain hit on the face, let the rain to water our body
let the rain to wash our brain, let the rain bring over all the unhappy
let everything come and go naturally~~~














*i observed rain came from the gate of school within few second already reach to my room

slowly become Habit

sunrise sunset everyday
time flow like waterfall without turning back
without realizing I' m used to everything new at here
without realizing our friendship already so many years
without realizing you all already change my viewing point
Suddenly i found that all without realizing become my habit
staying in the room when there is no class
waiting call and hang on call with you all
willing to meet you guys and together with you all
all this is so used to me and become my habit
time that me realize already to late for change just like drunk
the feel that don't want to change if suddenly change will be feel uncomfortable

used = a part of ours

today very tired again look outside from the window
only got the light and the darkness who with me
all the thing seen like only special for me a person, only for me
no matter the light who is opened and the darkness sky


i used to be stay in room, stay in my own world and enjoy myself
something is hard to change, even change also not one or 2 days can be done
some person to us, we used to be depended on them
some lifestyle to us, we used to be at certain situation
some face of us, we used to be show to certain people
some thing to us, we totally a part of ours cannot be remove
that is the memory that we have and used to be with it
they become a part of our lifestyle even can said a part of us
without them, it might not to consider a complete of us

Trouble Life

Suddenly a question that asked by a friend come in my mind
the same question that being asked for several times
but then every time only perfunctory on it
open up the window and put the head outside the window
let the cold wind blow on my face continuous
rise up my head and look at the shining star hang on the sky
don't understand what i want and mind blurred
feel like got something that not clear and forgotten
repeatably think on it but still cannot get an answer
why don't understand must understand it only will happy?
why blurred must be after clear only can get the target?

trouble life~~~