m i CHanged to another of me??

people telling me that i m changing
think think think.....erm...erm...erm
m i changed so from the previous of myself???
i don't think so...
may be yes for some small change due to environment
i admit that there is a small changing in myself
like in term of living style, such as
i change to schedule on time sleep and wake up
i change from need people wake up and now no so
i change from listening mandarin song but now less (signal receive radio mandarin no good here)
i change from join plan and now plan myself
even there is a small change due to environment but i m still myself
i m having fun for my new life at penang here and quite enjoy with it even sometimes will miss my home and my dog....
now i can make decision due to myself and thank to them for trust me so much in my decision.....

14/1/2011, friday

a lot happened on this date. firstly, early in the morning found that the house is being throw so act and modernist like a painting drawing on the wall.....














followed by the lunch should be take 90 minutes but we take 150 minute to finish because we go buy iphone 4 and this become a secret me and those guy with me go out eat. we told others that car cannot start after we ate....kekeke....














end of the days of friday is the annual dinner of my company internship.

entertainment myself in intern Boring Life

stay alone....
feel like the life is boring and meaningless
don't ever know how the day had pass
two weeks almost pass without realize
slowly getting used to live alone
now is really the life of living independent
not to rely of anyone on trivial thing like wake up me from sleep
and now i learn to solve problem my own-self, eat alone, cinema alone, shopping alone
but occasionally will feel bored and lonely
so will quietly reading, listen to music or cleaning up the room
or else will hang on call with family and friend to spend time on chatting
now i can live happiness and enjoy my life my own
later on i will start swing my wings and carry my bad to start my daily of travel alone soon

the smile is missing~~~

time is past without realize again a year is pass
looking back to the past flash by flash appear in the mind
found that like a lot is changing around
is human changed? is environment? or time?
slowly then got an answer is because the life let human grow
because the cruel of the life let human clear the ugly and the darkness of the living
from that start to learn facing the like and dislike
learn to be the observer observed the world change from the side
learn not to show any emotion in front of anyone
the happiness is quietly go further and further from human
is human, is the cruel and realistic changed the living no longer warm

duckweed and frog

duckweed is wandering rootless.........
a wandering duckweed, suddenly met a frog
the fleeding life of duckweed because of him is willing to stay
the worry-free life of duckweed because of him is starting to worry
the lonely time of duckweed because of him is brilliant
when she worries, only him has the ability to let her told and share her trouble with him
when she was sad, his ears is willing to listen from her and his voice is willing to comfort her tear
when she was helpless, even he cannot really help her, but his encouragement give her the spirit to face it
suddenly she found that......
she no longer being her own, she no longer alone
she no longer helpless, she no longer wandering
she no longer fleeting, all this is because she found him
a person that willing to bear her on his shoulder
even though she is wayward, he is accommodating her and consoling her
even though she is wrong, he is forgiving her and willing to remedy for her
even though she is taking adventure, he is conniving her and scenically protect her at behind
because got him, she no longer a fleeting duckweed.....

Effort to live in this moment

few minutes more will be tomorrow
the day after today everything will return to zero
give myself a chance to reset and restart
and fairly give the same chance to forgive others also
restart with a shining and energize of myself
let all the past become a legend
spend and living everything in front with colourful
everyday, every moment, every minute, every second
forget about the former beautiful shine and sadness
no matter the future is good time or adversity, effort to live in this moment