D@zed

like the feel of stay alone quietly in the dead of the night
alone leave the dank room and walk around breath the fresh air
blowing by the cold air, looking at the stars and the moon
silently looking to the sky without thinking, without doing anything
just like this sit quietly and dazed for a period of time
only one person to enjoy in the dead night, only dead night for mine

Is yours, its won't away

is yours won't be away from you
things use to throw everywhere
but lucky every time is found
even cannot get find it for the urgent time
or may be quite a long time missing
but at last its come back to you again
if it is yours for sure its won't away
may be just hiding to let you nervous
if not belong to you the things
no matter how tied how careful you want to keep it
it sure got the way to away from you
things lost, things found
is yours won't run, if not your tied it also will lost

no need to count petal
is yours, won't be run away
not yours, you won't get tied

SHIp or MotOrboat

2 type of human can separate to in this case:

first, people who live in group
they are sitting in a big ship that always connected
they are live in the relation and care about each others
they are dependent to each others is just like the plant
it will dry and die if its live without water and sun

second, people who live independent
they are wishing to drive their own motorboat travel around
they are uncontrollable, stubborn and self-willed
they are independent and you cannot catch it all the time
its just like the wind, where it wish it will come and go without informing

not everyone can live in both condition.
which type of person are you? Ship Or Motorboat?

My Bowl

a broken mirror really can restore?
somethings will never return when we lost it
even it can be recover or repair but is no longer appearance like the original face
may be because of cannot have it again or not belong to us anymore
there is dismay and regret in the heart forever
it can only miss it and appear in the memory~~~

"my bowl"

sad....study life without mamee for temporary

Concern in between

to grow we must overcome a lot of things, we must let ourselves hurt and injury. So that, our soul and our heart are getting stronger one day later. We must naive and get in trick before then only we get learn be mature.

time is pass slowly from day to day, the minds is no fly to a distance away from me,. Lying down under the sky blue relaxing, suddenly found that the heart is no longer steady and no longer only myself. Suddenly felt very miss to you all, how ya you guy recently?

the relation with you all is never get decrease even we are far away from each others. We are still the same like the pass, is just like stepping on the origin. Never change to look at each others, miss to each others, care to each others, supporting to each others.....

we are usual with this relation by quietly caring and keep each others inside the heart without controlling freedom, time and even the space for each others. Because we understand well what we needed, we have our own dream, ambition and future to work for.....

thanks, you guys.....

fly to the sky that you wish

now i know for the long time, i m the one who cannot accept the reality
i m the one who dedicated and not willing to face the reality
they all love to me and protect me without reserved
they don't want me in hurt and injury but they are hurting cruel to each others
is me let them live in suffer and painful
i am ashamed, i am guilt, i am self-re-reproach
very hate that myself because consciousness so late
very hate that i m the one become the stumbling block between them
sincerely said "I'm wrong, I'm so sorry"
i really wish you all live in happiness always
go~go~go~~~
spread your wing and fly to the sky that you want

wave moody

moody now is just like the wave coming
keep attacking to the sand on the beach
every comes is bring away some of the sand
it longer a peaceful beach and sea that used to
i can get know the steady is not longer stay with me
how can i have you again?
no idea, no direction, no confidence......
it seems like there is a wall in front blocking me to move forward
i cannot see though, i do not understand, i don't know.......
madness moody~~~really hate to be like this........

Still care about?

has been not care anything for long time
and never request and asking for anything
thought that is the best way to away from getting hurt
but the tears still drop and the heart still painful
thought it have been solve and will never happen again
but it happened again for twice in front of me
thought that the heart has numbness and the tears have dried
but it isn't like what i wish to be
why is already used to be still care about?
why is already know the ending still care about?
why is already give up the tears still drops the heart still painful?

Starry Sky

under the dark black sky, the only that side with is the star which hanging upset on the sky
look upward of the starry sky, the brightest star is never stop attracting me concern on it
look toward along the beach, tonight there is a lot of people compare to normal's day
lying on the beach, feel like the whole beach is just a person is enjoying with it
see though a distance far from front, there is a deep sea that cannot reach the ending
listening and felt the sound of the waves, a lot of memory is recall back suddenly
happy and sad, all is display in the brain sorts by sorts
fall and up, all is collected and growing
now refresh back the pass of mine and look though the me for now
that is totally different and now only realize that i have been so naive and persistent before
thanks to those who had been part of the story and be the guess that bring me grow
is similar like the brightest star in the starry sky, there must be other star to set off the value of it

Meteor Rain

for the long time did not had the feel like this
quietly waiting for something that without knowing the result
by the way of waiting, the heart felt very nerves and excited
even though know will be disappointing but still looking forward
quietly waiting for the arrival from the far to me.....

meteor rain, why are you here?















are you understand the feeling of mine?
are you crying because of my sadness and disappointing in my heart?
can you bring to me a number of meteor stars?
can you fulfill all my wishes and hopes?
i really wish that you can bring away my problems
i really wish that you can accompany me walk along
i really wish that you can in front of me now
so that i no need tired waiting for you anymore
so i can hand up my burden to you and believe to you
believe every drop of your tale can let me make a wish
believe every single meteor star is a hope that you give to me
believe every time you come to me can burn my problem in the sky and bring me the smile

Voice of the patient

no matter how strong how independent how courageous a person
every time when they are sick will wish to have a person concern about
mostly their spirit is low and weak compare to healthy because of sick
and that is the time they need the concern and protection from others
so that they have the time for them to put down all the burden and rest
let themselves enjoy in the time that protected and concerned by others
show the characteristic that they never show in front of public
show their afraid and down face which hide for long time
show that their willing to have the protection from others
show that their dependence on others faces in heart
show that their childish and brutal face in naturally
open up the heart let others to enter by show their own weakness that not usual to show in front of the person who take care of them because just want to get more care for them
and that is the only time that a person can rest in mentality and physically