Suffering

look at others people study they are so relax
but for our faculty is never happened so
since the first semester until now i never get feel any relax at all
all the time the homework is heavy even our credit hours even is 16 to 17
but for us there is plenty of homework run after homework waiting us
normally the most suffer time is the one month before semester end

now is the time

we are suffering for 21 credit hours
every week lab report is not less than 4
test come after test, project after project

OMG

i don't ever how can i still alive until now
for the following week will be packing fully
with the psm, assignment, project due date
wish all the thing after i still alive and not get in sick later so

I'm a Princess

i m a princess
but what a rude and abnormal princess m i
i always do things against and different from others people
yesterday is one of the most peaceful birthday i even had
there is the present ready by my current roommate and future roommate for me

yet there is still got one big and special present give by my Coming roommate
OMG
cannot be...this is totally a shock present for me
a news that for me is just like the day after tomorrow
(sorry ya roommate, i have to say it here if not there is no place to release the stress so)
but anywhere is best she told me early and let us try to solve it early
i don't like people to control and plan for me the same i don't like to control and plan for others also
cause "i m a princess"

DifFerent From ME

hard to communicate to others may be is my problem
my failed to pass the message even is straight direct
is that possible time i told got alien to disturb make them failed listen?
really cannot understand
dislike is dislike no reason for why is dislike
like is like no reason for why so like the same also
why must know the reason for why like why dislike so
addition this is my own thinking
should be no reason i have no responsible to report anyone
people around totally different thinking from me
there a lot of time for them to "take care" of others business
this make situation hard to communicate
may be can said only i m the one who so DIFFERENT from others

Light Painting

that day i was go outing celebrate friend's birthday
but once i return to room all is in darkness
i was feel surprise and weird
why is the my room is in darkness
the most weird is i can hear laughing from the room
there is light come out from touch light waving around in the room
i was attract and interesting to know what going on
i saw one of my room mate keep waving the touch light
the others room mate was keep telling cannot can not success
i go nearer to them and get know the new fun they discover

Li9hT PaIntIN9

how amazing and how beautiful the result of the light painting
i wish they can make me my name by this
BECAUSE
"it just like i m the only brightness in the dark"

indescribably messy and busy Uni Life

this semester really indescribably messy and busy
start from the begin we all being inform going to take 21 credits
arrrrrr.......
know this semester will be even suffer than before semester for sure
psm, assignment, lab report, project every week non stop keep increasing
this semester we going to Pekan campus to have our lecture
so defined that the time of waste = 2 hours everyday for sit bus
one day 24 hours 8 hours for study + 2 hours bus
the left 14 hours which for those activities
2 hours for meals ( brunch and dinner)
2 hours for bath and ready for class in morning
if normal people will take 8 hours sleep
so total left time is 2 hours for homework...where is the time for revision?



















somehow today we go class pekan early in the morning...but class canceled without informing us early. total 4 hours that we waste is because of waiting, go for eat kelopok~~~
damn....time already not enough.......fool us some more.... life in uni is not that happy at all...
now if i hear anyone who told people study uni is very enjoyable i will totally point out who suffer to study in here....
for honestly here teach me a lot, besides knowledge from book, i also learn some that selfish that we need to protect ourselves so~~~
arrrrrrrrr........
have to go do homework nowz~~~if not sure gg is me later on....