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few day before the heart like lost of somethings
and i don't know the reason for me to be mood-less
now is totally know so the reason because it is fulfill now
i miss home~~i miss johnny~~i miss family~~
even i know should be tired to sit bus for long journey
even i know come back i will be like in maid's life for one week
even i know a lot of job and task is waiting for me to solve
even i know confirm there are a lot of scold because of my finger injured
but i still rather to come back and accept all this challenge and this is my life
feel comfortable to be home now....













*this is the new family member girl girl puppy~~

Lazy Day

weather hot and stuffy
tired, mood less and sleepy
feel don't want to do anything
spinning left and right on bed
sleepy but cannot get in sleep
argh~~~~
all this is because of the weather fault
never mind.....kekeke


let me catch the chance and reason to be lazy for one day
more laziness, more happiness, less problem to think
today i let myself to willful laziness for one day
let mind rest for one day, let body rest for one day
let mood to take one whole day leave

~~~enjoy my Lazy Day~~~

heart control mind? mind control heart?

most people admit is a heart controller
sometimes even know is wrong to follow feeling in heart
but they will did so even know the ending will be trouble
they are not strong enough stand against it
is really hard for those who are heart controller
to stop having the feeling on someone
to stop caring or mind on something
even some times the mind controller also lose to the heart
they lost rational and just floating according to evil heart wish

heart control mind? mind control heart?
which should be better?
heart tell mind action according to feeling
mind tell heart action according to rational thinking

if you are suffer because of heart controlling your mind
just use your mind to control your heart
just need to enlarger and enlarger the evil and bad of the things
you will less suffer compare to follow your heart feeling
like the hourglass just reverse on it and let everything back to origin
if you still fail use your mind to control your heart feeling
just take throw away or leaving away from the things
like throwing the hourglass and destroy it, never let it come nearer to you

if you are suffer then use your mind to control your heart
the decision is on your own hand either you want continue suffer or let it be
no one can help you beside yourself really want to save yourself

Peaceful day

thought is a messy day start from miss bus case today
but now think back should be best thing to me
is a peaceful and quite day for me to be work alone
this is today progress success make 3 moulds still need another 9















own things must do by own self even is how hard is it
rely and depend people help only will fail ourselves
but create a chance to bring success to others
throw away the minded once fail forever will be loser



















this is the machine that make me injured but today i can drive and fully use on it i like and wish no one will noisy me!!! (today i m alone) kekeke~~~

High Heeled shoes

to me when listen the words "high heels", my mind will define that murder of my feet
before that i was very hated on them, so i cannot understand what is the reason people love them so much
this two days i was wear them for long hours walk and found it was not that much that i hate so
may be is the right time for me before this two days because i don't really open my heart try on them
now i found the tips and key to walk well with them, them for me now is no longer the obstacle cause me to fall~~~


i realize that the belief in heart can deeply affect our action
a lot of hesitation because not enough firm conviction
a lot of confuse because the target is not clear
a lot of mistake because ourselves is less rational and calm
as long as have the conviction and courage to overcome the determination to face the trouble, we will find the key so~~~